|Tuesday, March 13th, 2001|
well BYE BYE BYE
Its time to say goodbye to all our company.
well peoples i have about 2 days left on the internet.
i spose i may get it back when i can afford it but untill then iu will be just checking my emails.
to all the people over the past three years who have talked to me, Its been great
this is weird writing my goodbye i mean im sure i will see you but yer
well thats it hey
my email is firstname.lastname@example.org for all my friends to email me with AND i expect phone calls
all who need to know my mobile and home numbers
but we will have to keep in contact
LOVE YOU ALL HEAPS
xxxxooooxxxx Current Mood: blah
|Friday, March 9th, 2001|
what is it with all this
why is it the heart wants what it cant cant have
ive tried to hide my feelings for you
but they cant be surpressed
IM OVER BEING DEPRESSED
i hate it soo much
benny Current Mood: depressed
|Tuesday, March 6th, 2001|
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MUMMY
heheh my mum is 42 today me and my stepdad organised a little gathering for her
shes cool i love my mummy
hehe i get to eat tha olives YAY
i loooooove olives
plus i set up my computer to just keep playing songs so i have like 596? songs to listen to
and no one is gonna touch it
I also cleaned my room OMG
WELL gonna go
|Monday, March 5th, 2001|
well im depressed again
Mark hates me
Kennny apparently hates me
glen too hates me
im over everything atm
well life officially is a pile of shit.
the other morn i noticed these lumps on the back of my tongue and after showing them to mum she thinks they mite be cancer. so i have to go tomorow to the docs. yay
and i rang nan and she said that her brother died of cancer and everything so now im just plain scared.
i had a HUGE fight with my friend and i really dont want to associate with her at all anymore because shes just bad for me.
so im like yer.
LOVE BENNY Current Mood: scared
|Sunday, March 4th, 2001|
why is it when you come out to a whole pile of people you get three chicks sticking there tongue down your throat
i went to a party at my friends house and i saw some people from school andi was like OMG how are you and the whole thing.
the night progressed and well i came out to them all
and no more than 10 mins later i had a tongue down my thorat
i pushed her off and kinda chucked a sad and was like helooo
but yer then through the nite i had two otther chicks do the same thing
OMG i passed out like 10 mins before they started pulling cones and shit so im like pfft soo ot fair ?:p
i woke up this morn and im like fully hungover and im tired and OMG I SLEPT ON THE GRASS OUTSIDE
how feral is that
well bes be off
love yas all
|Saturday, March 3rd, 2001|
WELL WHAT A DAY
me and mum went to see aunty chris at her shop
and its apparent now that glen has come out
because he was walking through the shops hold ing hands with adam apparently
but whether thas true or not is a nother matter
but the family know regardless.
im psoed to be going to fmy friends 18th and i really dont want to go.
plus i have nothing to wear its too hot and im sick
plus with only $22 I AM fucked
i havent even got alcohol yet
migtjust get some passion pop
go tha passion pop:p
well best be going have to get ready n shit soon
im kinda excited but i have no clothes so yer
love yas all
benny Current Mood: tired
|Monday, February 26th, 2001|
i jsut spent nearly 2 hours on tha fone with jase lol
hahah its pretty silly considering i coulda just walked up tha road and tralked to him
AND MY FONE IS GAY IT KEEPS FUCKING CUTTING OUT ON ME
faye : sorryy how are you hun
im soo fucked i have soo much homework
ive decided that aaron from adventure world im likeing but aaron from kmart i think im in love with.
oph and from yesterdays entry its 5.7 not 57 cappas SORRY
ive also enlisted jason to help organise my party:p
hes fully awse im glad that were becoming friends :o
anywho love yas all im going to bed :p
love yas heaps
|Sunday, February 25th, 2001|
OMG IM SOO HAVING A BIRTHDAY PARTY
hahhaah OMG OMG OMG ive decided im gonna go all out considering it it is my 18th
strobe lights disco ball
lots of streamers and balloons:p
its just i need a venue
i want it at home but there might not be enuf room :-(
so we will have to work at that issue
i dont know whether i want a dj or a juke box
im thinking dj but yer there expensive
but then so is everything
Im gonna start saving from NOW
my forty bucks pay is going completly onto that
lol only like $10000
omg im soooo excited its goonna gooo off
|Saturday, February 24th, 2001|
OMG LAST NITE WAS THE BEST NITE OF MY LIFE
:P i had soo much fuckenn fun,
i got maggot withsome old friend fro9m school cos it was my bset friends 18th OM Idanced soo much and i was being soooo camp and i didnt care :p
my friend lolly her name is lauren andsherocks
i had glitter and i was majorly flirting with this guy named aaron he was soo sweet and he was cute aswell :p
but he was soo nice
he had this chicklall over him and he didnt want to hurt her so he got with er
but he really doesnt like her
so i figure next weekend when i see him i will be all over him
cos he wont say no :p
hahah soo not hapnin lol
well i just worked out its 48 hours since i slept and like 57.5 cappas later ':p
my hair hurts and soo does like ME !
cos im n pain
and glen stop trying to make me like you itrs soo not gonna happen!
ive been drinki8ng partying harder bettler longer than you so there!
that was a joke poeoples
my hair hurts
|Wednesday, February 21st, 2001|
OMG FREAKY SHIT AT SCHOOL TODAY
theese nob guys kept calling me sailor boy and shit and laffing at me cos they were sitting behind me and thy were going oh is this how you do it.
abd shit like that I WAS REALLY PISSED OFF and i was thinking that i wanted to go home and i wish something would happen to make us go home .
and about a minute later they were still teasing me and the power went off. OMG
but it came back on so i couldnt go hoime
i could soo get in to thes stuff witchy poos stuff and shit yay
i need a broom oh yeah and tha cat :p
ooer i have a cat
the simpsons are on yay
FAYE GET ONLINE !
PAUL BE CAREFULL I DONT WANT ANYHTING HAPPENING TO YOU
okies and Luke omg were like soo coool but over the throwing of pens :p
yer wew me n paul were talkin today and figured out that if jason is living back at home it means hes like 2 seconds away from me !
so yay i might figure all that shit out ! cos then it would be cool
imwotchin last nights buffy yay
im up to the part i fell asleep in omg is willow a dyke? omg i think so cos she has that friend and dawn isnt aloud to stay with them and its like OMG yay
oh and i like the word betty which is on clueless as well im guessing it means hot
so paul your a complete betty :p
Faye my hair hurts -
OH AND there was this stupid dog outside my door barking or some shit i was gonna kick it but i was scared so i just threw grapes! :p
well betta go
|Tuesday, February 20th, 2001|
lol well i am bored!
so im cleaning miving room / bedroom till i get a new couch cos i will not sit on the one my cat shat on it
as many times as i clean it and shit i knew it was there so i moved the couch into my bedroom and my bed is in my living room thing :p
its actually quite cool there at night so atm its a good thing but in winter i will get cold:
OMG my hair looked feral today :p but thats cos i did it in like a second
OMG ULTRA there soo dead now hey :p
neva here from them anymore hahahah anywho im bored and sick of cleaning
i dropped the orange juice all over the tiles in the living room and i mopped it all up but its still sticky so im gonna ring mum and she can come clean it :p
FAYE YOU ROCK :p
and paul luv ya heaps
love benny Current Mood: bored
WELL i think i did fairly well with my exam yay
but i went to the shops today and this weird fat man came and sat next to me when i was waiting for bus and hes like
holy fucken shit ma, i lost my fucken savage garden cd man its fucken shit,
(me was just smiling and nodding)
the guy then went on to talk about his cd collection and asked me why i coloured my hair and i told him it was for religios reasons :-)then he started telling me how many times hes said fuck today i was like who cares buddy !
i then got on my bus and theese feral kwinana people sat near me and got off on my stop and practiacally followed me all the way home for which i shat myself the entire way thinking they were gonna murder me or something :-)
(WELL IT IS KWINANA)
Um i came home and i am hungry and got nothing to eat so im eating a chubba chup
Coty is on my lap now and keeps standing on the keyboard grr *kicks his cat*
so ppl get online NOW
|Monday, February 19th, 2001|
ITS SOO grrrr
i have lkike a 3 hour exam tomorow
and i didnt know bout it so now im all gonna have to cram and stuff
and no one is online
and i rang paul in my break
get betta soon hun :p
well lots of love Benny Current Mood: aggravated
well im all dressed and hapopy with wot im wearing :Lp
i know i dont look that good but i also have no clothes i have to go to the laundromat tonite
scarey theres always aboriginals thre and they look at em funny when i listen to my discman,
ok well i spose i should goo brush tha teeth and ill talk to yas later
oh yeah and its FAYE not fay
love benny Current Mood: ditzy
well i was bored before going to uni today and fay (fayezy) told me to get one of theese.
im bored um yeah
Heya paully _ and jason too
git online before i go cos im bored as!
AND OMG IM WEEARING SHORTS
shock bloody horror